Dude0056

I feel so far away What about how we used to be We both have a lot going on in our minds I wish wed help each other like we did once upon a time The only time I feel OK is on top of you Which you don't like so I push myself away Since you did the same for me once upon a time We're 20/80 me the larger And that's OK with me I only wish you'd try harder We used to pick each other up and hold the other What happened I wish I knew Our love is there and I'm clinging on Holding you when you don't know what to do Hopefully we'll figure this out soon

Once you actually get back inside it's odd Everything there has been moved Like you were never there at all Confused you wander around trying to figure it out Only now you realize you're different than you were This mess gave you the idea But it's still not right with you You miss the old way before you shut the door

I leave to see how you are closing the door behind me When I get there I pound on your door Nothing I pound again I knock gently ring the bell even Nothing After waiting awhile you answer saying your fine I hug and kiss you relieved But when I return home I noticed that my door is now locked

Glad that you can smile I can't find a reason to Don't worry now It's me not you I wanna cut But I swear no more than twice Ok fine ten or twenty times Maybe then that will suffice I'm not crazy I'm just sad That you ignored me cheering Look at who's now sad I don't get help only leering Right now I don't wanna be alone But I am so I could disappear Waiting for you to come in say hi That's all it'd take for me to reappear Of course it's too much to ask as always So I'm sitting here for kicks just to see I even write this on my phone Seeing if I'm good enough for you to text me I don't wanna cry I don't wanna feel Just to be happy For a l